. practical magic is the prompt i am writing for FBT. this is where my witch adjacent side really comes out but i am going to get more into actual magic in 2021. re-joining Effy’s moonshine. gonna learn collage and have that be my medium.
. also want to learn some actual spells and such. revisit the divination and sigil magic courses I let slide due to my boob stuff.
. gotta get over this feeling of anxiety that all the new case numbers are gonna push sigourney back again. but i had 4 people ask me in one day if we were selling halloween costumes and all i could think was we are in a pandemic. STAY THE FUCK HOME.
. writing today and I remember my magic lives in my gut instinct and how if I ignore it then I suffer. every time to varying degrees. why do I do that?
. ordered chinese even though we said don’t cause I am eating my feelings
. obsessed with the Queens Gambit on Netflix. everything about it. its fucking briliant.
. Beth - “what are you drinking?” her adoptive mom - “It’s a Gibson. I find the onion slightly more refined than the olive.”
. my practical magic lives in what I know about the power of adornment, vignetting, creating foundations of self care, listening to what isn’t being said, observational humour, and senior animals.
. ugh, the clocks go back tomorrow. hello darkness my old friend.