. somehow I deleted a musing from a few days ago in a way that it is not recoverable and I hate that
. i had a very anxiety filled day. No Particular reason. I think the come down from Wednesday’s test and going back out in public to work on tuesday and promoting the tour which never feels...something. I know its going to be amazing
. its getting dark so early.
. i have so much material this tour could be 3 years long. i have done so much work in the last 5 years and the last 10 years.
. did one of those sheet masks and it made my face break out. I am not sure why every raves about them cause they never make me look or feel better but i had it and didn’t want it to go to waste
. ordered groceries and had a giant salad and that helped the anxiety. its an act of caring for myself that feels good.
. had a dream last night that Alan Alda and James Garner were in. Wonder what that means?
. Lola threw up all over the fur rug again. why do cats always do that and never on the tile or hardwood?
. I miss my friends. Near and far.
earrings by The Alchemilla